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..a name..an angel..a drifter..a lost soul..keeper of forbidden lies..secrets of the past..you may never forgive..but then always forget..i am nothing..a lover...passionate yet unspoken for...tired..but still awake for all these years...my wings..black...red...my eyes...free me...free me...let me go....you barely know me.. yet you care..love?..such words wasted...worn out..possibly..warning...finish this..delicate tears...crimson. real...fact or fiction....dont want to choose...wont...cant...forgive me...forgive me.. i cant let myself.... hurt you...it hurts..it hurts...forget..forget..dont care...leave them..foolish..yet innocent...confused.. concerned...vanity..please dont look at me...i wana..be with you..embrace you tight...the thoughts hurt so.. much...let me cry....your song...no voice....deaf to the world..blinded by my own fears...hold my hand..never let me go...my soul...kiss those words good bye...good bye...farewell to thee...my love....
..ask me anything..let me be your life..how much?..how much?..so0 much...it actually hurts..hurts so bad..yet pain is good..all i ask..let me..let me..love you..love..you..let me..give my whole world..my whole life..my soul..my heart...my love...
..what would i give up?..what would you give up?..the most..most..important thing..in..in your life..??..what will you offer up..to god..??..what will i offer..??..the most..important..thing..my life..??..your life..??..no..no..my life..not important..what would..i give up..is my..my love...
..it doesnt matter..not..essential..that you love..me back..im not asking..for your love..not asking..asking..that you let..let me offer up..my love to you..to you..my love...
..you touched my face w/ your gentle hands..opened up to me and hugged me tight..how i cried so much that night..you entered my room called my name and laughed..i ask you to go away but you didnt..instead you walked up to me and smiled..you said you were sorry..i was speechless..but that day had gone by now..its over..but how i wish that day wouldve last..how i wish i could cry on you shoulders again as you held me close..while you said,"everything would be alright"...

*[iris]*
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

*hello!
that entry up there was written 2 years ago. yeah that is a long time. i am writing a new bio so that all of you can see the great change that has occurred to me. yes i have changed. compared to the silly hopeless inlove highschooler that i was then, i am now in college and pretty much matured in one way or another. yes i have grown up. XD

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